When someone leaves the lives of others, their impact on those people and the measurement of their self worth boils down to how many people actually miss them dearly in their absence. A question that I believe has all crossed our minds at some point in our lives is if we ever left the life we live now and move onto somewhere else, how many people would actually miss us? Would they carry out life as usual or would they have a hole in their hearts that was created due to us leaving?
It's definitely something that has crossed my mind a few times lately because I really don't feel "loved". Of course my family loves me but I'm talking about a different kind of "love". I'm talking about the kind that friends have for each other. I don't really know why I feel this way, but I feel like I'm not as important to my friends as my friends are to me. I feel like if I were to move or not hangout with them as much, sure they would probably miss me for a week or so, but they would just move on as if I had no importance to their lives and left no impact on them. Outta sight, outta mind...
As scary this idea is to me, I almost want to test this theory out. I just have this need for a new start. By withdrawing myself from the life I live now, I feel that it would also help me greatly with my friend zone problem that I mentioned in my previous rant. I would be able to meet new people, see new faces, and increase my chances of finally finding someone who TRULY loves me because that's something I really need right now. I need someone that wouldn't be able to live without me just like how I can't live without my friends who are so important to me.
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